drunk belto here just droppin by to say, people can change who they where previously, just takes the guts to admit what they did.
honestly you shouldve told everyone what you did in the past, how you screwed up, and how you are gonna improve on it, honesty is the best policy.
also staff dont seem to enjoy you for reasons be so improve relations with staff
im glad im drinking, really i am, or i wouldve gone off so ill just leave this with...
“It is better to offer no excuse than a bad one.”
― George Washington
and you didnt even have to create an app to become a mod/trial admin for the server.